JOE-WEEEE~!!!!!!!

http://joeweeee.wordpress.com

 

It is amazing how I can update this space and Work at the same time =X  (I'm not bloody paid!)
I have to call up all the customers to remind them of their appointments and I found out that people love not answering their phones.
This irritates me.

I must regain my reading speed already.  It has been 3 weeks since I bought the book yet I'm not even near finishing.>.<

HAH! Time to confess?
I don't go to gym to lose weight or gain muscles.
I joined the gym to torture myself.
After-all it is the "correct" way to make me feel pain yet powerful at the same time.

Since when was I afraid of the dark?
Since I couldn't see anything in it.

Clowns? pffft. =D Chicken feet!
My next task is to hug one! =D

 

 

I havent had this feeling since a few months ago.
Dang it.! >.<

Why can't things just die down?

Family my bum! >.<

Worst year of my life...

I stand corrected, I was able to type more at the other place.
Mainly because I don't have to type in riddles. 

I skipped gym again today.  I kept vomiting. 
Dex thinks its Gastric flu. >.< Should i see a doctor?
hmmm... better not. i'll be fine. ( not like anyone cares)

This whole CNY thing is getting old.  Since we don't follow closely to the Chinese calender, what for celebrate the new year? Waste of time and money.

Why were you so mean?
You were not like this in the past.
What changed you??
Lets make assumptions! - Her!
Well I'm correct aren't I?

*Stop talking to yourself!*

Why am I able to type more here than in my other place?
This is getting weird.  Shouldn't having a fresh new place more interesting to update in?
Well I think Livejournal is "homey-ier" since I've been using it since FOREVER.

Want my other link?
FAT HOPE!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
You won't want it anyway.
The newer journal is about the Truth and nothing but the Truth.
Sometimes the Truth stings like a Bitch. =D  trust me, it does.
*Repetition of words? Mr Wee's not gonna be happy about this*
Perhaps it is better to only let those that can handle it have it.


You are not what your kinkers say!
Stop dreaming.
Go back to reality!
*Yah right. Give up "Super-heroism" my butt! * =D

Rather than making things worst, I rather sit and do nothing.

I do not regret telling the truth now.
Because after time, truth prevails
Truth and time always work alongside one another.

The end is drawing near, I can feel it.
I do feel discontented that things had to go this way because I imagined a totally different scene.
But as people say, "Expect the unexpected".

I'm losing it.
Everything is slipping away.


Things were supposed to get better.
What drama have I gotten myself into this time?

I evolved into something that I myself can't accept.
Singlehandedly, I sent a person back to the dark abyss.
A mistake.  I should have kept things to myself.
No one would know.
But now, I'm a Beast that is only capable of hurting the people around her.

I'm a manipulator.  I use people then hurt them.
If any of you is wise enough, you'd stay away from me.
Leave me as soon a you can.
I'll understand.

Even creatures like me has her own Kryptonite.  Mine is perhaps my conscience.

My reason and apology;

I know very well that you do read this space. Well, this entry is for you.

I’m sorry. 

For all that you have done for me.

You once saw me while I was trying to be invisible.  This is Reason.

But your ability went away after sometime.  We drifted.

It was not what I led you to think it was.  For this, I give you my sincerest apology.

I manipulated your mind, while in the meantime betrayed myself.

This was why everything turned into a snowball for disaster.

The aftermath of the tragedy led to speculation.

I’m sorry.  The blame should be all on me.

I dare not beg for forgiveness but I do hope for understanding.

After-all, you saw me again while I was trying to be invisible today.

 

My folly and absurdity:

I believed in things I should not.

After so many years, I’m still unable to let go.

Clinging on to the last connection I had made matters worse.

Maybe I am an idiot.

 

My downfall and demise:

Few people know the full story. In fact, no one knows the FULL Story.

They sympathize for the wrong reasons.

Everything is coming to an Official End.

There will be no more sequels. 

A whole new book will be written- A normal one this time.

But, When will I learn to let go?

When will I learn to live for the correct reasons?

When will I learn to allow time to heal me?

Oh my gosh.
I'm a total idiot;
moron in fact.

I'm getting addicted to caffeine.

Evil thoughts.
I am aren't I?


 

 

5cents (Posted on Jul. 22nd, 2008 at 09:40 pm)

I feel like climbing the stairs to the 30th floor of a random building then jump down and go WEEEE~~~~and fall with a SPLAT! Then i'll stand up again climb to the 29th floor and then jump down and go WEEEE~~~~~~ and fall with another SPLAT.... and continue doing it till i reach the ground floor.
After i reach the ground floor, i will find a mirror and then start punching my fugly reflection like there's no tomorrow until my knuckles bleed and bones are bare to the naked eye.... FUCK YOU~!!  _|_ i'm not as clueless as u think i am!

 

Halfway there...


DONE! =3
This was not much of a challenge.
It only took round 15minutes to complete this map.


After gym today, I cooked again! =D
I did not bother to take any pictures. Starved..
I did slice the skin off my finger while cutting the potatoes. *Darn you french fries!*

Feeling bad = Feeling good.

FOOD!!! =D
I decided to cook a myself a light meal after gym.
Then I remembered the fried rice I has with Le xin. =D
Pardon me for the ugly plate.. =X





*my ankle support FLEW away while I was typing this.  I think its a sign from the gods that I'm already healed! SWIMMING HERE I COME.

我知道我不应该有这种想法
可是， 我控制不了我的心。

我只能用华文来写出我的心事。
只有这样很多人都不会看，不会读.

I like being alone.
People don't seem to understand that solitude is ALRIGHT.
Feeling lonely is alright....

Break my bones!
But words/names can never hurt me.

The results came out today.
1 word describes it all.
Unexpected.

I'm just stupid.
An idiot.
Well, I passed math.  A HUMONGOUS achievement.
since Pri 2.   Pro eh?

I shall stop berating myself over spilt milk.
What has been done cannot be undone.
There will be ways for me to get in.
Even if it means using brute force. =D
___________________________________

Note to self:
Stop thinking
Stop listening
Stop figuring things out
Stop walking
Stop lying
Stop observing
Stop reading people
Stop deciphering codes
Stop acting like this does not affect you
Stop all of this!
You'll go crazy if you don't save yourself.
Cause no one will.....

Why do I feel like every part of me is cracking away?
This doesn’t feel right.

Anyone could have told you that.

After acting like I care for nothing,
now I feel nothing.

I’m perhaps used to this life.
Going anywhere doesn’t matter anymore.
Crazy people start roaming the streets at night.
Please don’t make me do that again.
Go save someone.
I shall stop talking about me.



Decipher the code.  There is a hidden message in there.
There is a hidden message in almost every post.
To think that no one actually "Reads" my updates properly.
Disappointing..